Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @2:07 AM
Gee, no idea time passes so fast.It's already past mid-may, coming to june.just like that half a year's passed.thinking about all the past times, mostly wasted.everything seems to just be a piece of history in my life now.everyday adds on to the memory in my mind.perhaps one day i might forget all of them, perhaps then i can be finally be devoid of all feelings and thus be my true self?spontaneous effort doesnt work. it takes prolonged ones to make people realise what they mean to you.to all my friends out there, thanks for having been here always, if not most of the time.to those I've frustrated, i'm sorry and hope things will work out alright.to my future friends, make way in your life! for i'm gonna make a huge impact in it, or at least try to.no idea why i've been so random these days.the mood swings just keep coming and going.and no i'm not having my period and neither am i ever gonna have one.guess its just stress huh? or perhaps something wayyyyy deeper.i'll just have to dig in slowly, one step at a time to find out the true meaning and problem then.till then, i can only hope everyday passes smoothly and it is not wasted, like the many days that've already passed.half a year to go, and i cant wait for the june hols.quick come, then i can stay home all day and EMO. muahaha :Dgotta go mug for chem and math tests tmw, not to mention the chinese como we gotta write tmw.urgh.bear with me people, if i get upset with you or things like that.i dont mean it nowadays.just tend to get frustrated more easily than usually.no i'm not having menopause.anew? perhaps