Thursday, April 30, 2009 @11:22 PM
Amanda SOH HUI ZHENtold me to post something cheerful, so here I am, trying hard to do so?Actually, I don't know what to type. When she said, 'try to post something more cheerful!', I said okay, but right here, now at this posting page, I have no idea what to type, so MY BAD AMANDA.Okay actually I might know abit.No Amanda I'm not afraid of your kicks so go ahead and try, we'll just see if its you who laughs first, or me who yells out in pain eh?Injured my shoulder while playing basketball yesterday.Was alright actually yesterday, not very bad, but when I got up this morning it started to hurt like hell and if I were to just touch it, it'd hurt. (ouch)Not to mention, other than the shoulder injury i got yesterday, there was also that short pain in the 'down-there' when Isaac and I collided while competing for the ball. (doubleouch)I hereby promise myself, and to those who know about my situation, that I'm gonna try my best to get better, so don't yall worry, I'll take things in stride and not let them affect me too much.Heading over to jon's house to celebrate his dad's birthday, meaning there'll be chocolate fondue again, (YES!) and none for you Yuelin.Don't complain, I'll bring you to get some sooner or later alright?And amanda! accompany me home.. I don't want lonely bus rides home anymore, coz I don't wanna emo in the bus anymore.I used to be emo-jorjor, then turned into cheerful and fun-jorjor for awhile, yet now its back to emo-ing again.I'm weird, I admit, but ohwell, thats just how life is eh?I have decided to remain weird, but not to be so emo anymore.Persevere jordan, you can do it, I think.Try to find a certain factor or something, for you to hold on to, for you to believe in, so that it'll act as a pushing factor for you to stay on the right path, the right track.keeping myself in the right mind is important, and i'll try hard, i promise.things might have gotten out of hand, and i have decided to tackle other things and set my scopes further.i am determined for i want to be strong.for i wanna break the barrier between us.for i want you.grab my hand and never let me go.tons of hugs to you.jordan survives 
