Friday, January 2, 2009 @6:40 PM
I woke up to a great start to this saturday.
At least didnt wake up like most other times.
I woke up refreshed! Even tho I only slept for like, 6 hours.
Yes, I know I'm weird. But thats just who I am isnt it?
Heading foe Elvyin's party later on, with Claire and hopefully more others.
A PARTY NEEDS TO HAVE PEOPLE TO ROCK IT MAN, whats a few people gonna do?
I believe, everyone should get an equal chance, an equal stand at every opportunity laid out.
Race doesnt matter, languages doesnt too.
Man I sound soooooo political, so brainwash-y. :D
Kiddin guys, was typing this post halfway then thought about it so I just included it in for fun.
Time really flies. Just like that, 16 years of my life has gone by in a flash.
And at this very moment, the very seconds of our lives are ticking away, never to return.
Sounds emo doesnt it, but I'm not emo or anything kay, dont get me wrong.
I just feel, life is precious. We MUST cherish it.
REALLY REALLY SINCERELY cherish it.
Every step we take, should be:
1: Forward, and not backward.
2: To our benefit, not just for ourselves, but for others too. Spare a thought for people around us.
3: With care. For we shouldnt take unneccesary risks and land into trouble.
4: With utmost patience. For impatience will never get anyone anywhere. It just ruins one.
Alrightey, there're seriously many many more in my mind, but all are lost somewhere in the corners here and there.
Havent been thinking much these days.
Thats a good thing isnt it?
Perhaps, I guess, and perhaps not.
I dont know whats wrong with me, my posts are always like that.
Am I mentally sane? I dont know.
Psychologically healthy? Same answer.
What about physically? I think I'm getting fat. Gotta go swim and workout from now on.
Spiritually? I need You God, I want You.
I dont know how to face You anymore.
I feel that all hope is lost, and I dont even know where I am anymore.
I'm stranded alone, somewhere I've got no idea of, God.
Will You reach out Your hand to me? Take me in?
Breathe into my ear, and tell me that You'll always be here? By my side?
I want to embrace You God, but I'm afraid.
So many things have happened, I'm unsure of myself.
Help me, God, help me.
To the people reading this, I'm not sad or emo or anything.
So dont for one second think I am.
I'm just releasing whatever is in my mind at this point of time.
Dont worry you, I'm fine.
(:
i need change
