Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @10:37 PM
Tonight's the night I'm leaving for Korea, Seoul.
Sooooo gonna miss you guys.
Stuff happened last night, while I was out playing night badminton with Claire and Aaron.
But I'm alright now.
Cos I've promised someone I'll be strong.
Its Christmas Eve guys.
One more day to Christmas Day.
I'm psyched about it, even though I'm not spending it in Singapore with you guys.
But rest assured! I'll be coming back with lotsa korean stuff and really really REALLY nice pictures for all of yall to see kay!
My wishes for Christmas, or perhaps New Year's resolutions this year is :
1: For myself to become a stronger person and not succumb to threats and breakdowns that easily anymore.
2: For myself to become a more caring person, someone more loving than this year. I want to show more care and concern to everyone out there who has been a help to me this year, and have helped me go through my emotional problems and distress. Spread more love to everyone.
3: To be a better son to my parents, and not try to let them down.
4: To do well in my studies and not get totally distracted.
Well, it certainly seems to be lotsa wishes, but I really hafta say them.
5: To say stuff and mean them.
6: To let someone into my life.
Someone has always been here for me throughout my journey this year.
She has shown me boundless love, and everything she does always reflects her love for me.
Everything she has done, is like a ray of shining light, helping me out in my way around the dark tunnel.
And to you guys, thanks for having been here when I need help.
Gonna name a few who've been there occasionally and know most of my problems.
To Cheng Howe, for being a best friend in every way. For helping me with my relationship problems, and listening out to me when I REALLY REALLY needed an attentive listening ear. You must learn to let go when it is the time for you to. Time heals. Be forgiving and be happy.
To Jonathan Tan (Jonny) , for just always being that jackass, for making us laugh with your never-ending jokes and wit. Joke on, not rock on, jonny.
To Richie, though I just talked more to you ever since we started work, you kinda have been a great friend. Go dedicate one month to your basketball!
To Ding Liang, for being that WHITE shiny guy with that comical face. Thanks. My message for you, a brother and a great friend. Absolutely wonderful.
To Zi Hui, thanks for being here this first half of the year! :D
To Claire, for being here for ALL (really) my emotional problems, actually just ALL my problems. You, continue to shine, for thats what you're meant to do in your life. Continue to shine out to many many other people and touch them with your love.
To Daryl, thanks for having been here for a few of my problems. Personal message to you, be SSSTRRRRRRRRROOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGG. :D
To my parents, for not giving up on me on so many occasions, for giving me so many chances to redeem myself time and time again. You've deifinitely touched my life in a great way.
To my two brothers, though you both are irritating and nonsensical at most times, I still love you both and I'm happy for everything we have together.
To my grandparents, for just being alive, and still able to listen to my problems and help me out with them. Even though sometimes you both couldnt help, I appreciate your effort. I love you both.
To everyone else whom I know but did not mention, it doesnt mean I dont love you, or that you dont make impacts in my life. Thank you all, for just being my friend, for just, accepting me.
To those whose lives I've touched, thanks for having letting me into your lives.
Thanks for being the very special people in my life. You guys are unique in your own special way.
I say goodbye to this year, with this last day in Singapore.
But I'm sure, next year will be more exciting, and I'm going to touch even more lives than before. Just like how the usual people are gonna touch mine when I'm down and everything.
Thanks for everything, the people I know. I know you're thanking me too, so here I am saying a HUGE 'THANK YOU' to all of you. God bless and live strong.
goodbye 2008, hello 2009.
merry christmas
