~Jordan

Saturday, December 13, 2008 @1:13 AM

I'm broken, cant go for the confirmation mass tmw.
Why must such stuff happen to me, I've disappointed people for countless numbers of times.
Yet I'm still doing it again.

I didnt choose this path, but more like the path willed itself in my way.

I'm a puppet, forever walking straight. People choose my directions, my destination, my future.

Where're my virtues, one might ask.

Well I've got none.

I search deep into myself, and empty void, rid of all feelings.

All, except two tyrant feelings.

SADNESS.

ANGER.

I ask myself, why do such stuff always happen to me?

Am I really supposed to live this kind of life, till the day I'm on my deathbed, ready to rise into heaven and join Our Wonderful Saviour God?

But then again, I remind myself of what I've promised to you, and to the others who knows my plight.

I WILL BE HAPPIER, BECAUSE I'VE PROMISED, BECAUSE I WANT TO.

I DONT WANT TO LIVE A LIFE OF ENDLESS DESPAIR.

I WANT TO BREAK FREE FROM ITS CLUTCHES.

RID OF MY BAD POINTS, MY SADNESS, MY ANGER, SHALL I FLY FREE AND ACCEPT WHAT I SHOULD BE.

I WILL SUCCEED.

WATCH ME.

shattered.

& ABOUT ME

JORDAN
Is bored.
Wants to achieve more.
Wants chocolates.
Wants more chocolates.
Wishes, for something impossible.
Is asking for nothing more because he's contented with his current life, except, to know more about God and His Way.

& THE WORLD

Ai Hui.
Amanda Soh.
Belicia.
Celina.
Cheng Howe.
Cheryl Tay.
Claire.
Clara.
Darren Goh.
Ding Liang.
Elvyin.
Erica.
Gamaliel.
Germaine GERM.
Harry.
Hwee Teng.
Hui Ting.
Jaw Kien Ann.
Jervis.
Jing Hui.
Jingru.
JJ Economics.
Jonny.
Jun Cen.
Lecia.
Louisa Tan.
Louise.
Mel.
Ming Shuang.
Miss Chow.
Nuan Qi.
Rosslynn.
Sara.
Thalia.
Wai Ping.
Wei Kok.
Weileng.
Xing Yi.
Yeok Rui.
Yi Hua.

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