Sunday, December 21, 2008 @12:40 AM
3 days before I Leave for Korea man.
URGH, gonna miss you guys.
But EH, why do I keep talking about going to korea and not seeing all of yall?
RAHHH, but I know I'm deifnitely gonna miss you.
ALOT ALOT ALOT.
And when I get back, all I know is that I wanna hug you.
I think I'm weird.
I get weird thoughts.
I see weird stuff.
I'M WEIRD.
Tomorrow's another day for work, and bet I'm gonna experience monday blues again.
But at least Cheng's coming back to work!
He got back last week, not sure friday or saturday.
And he's gonna gimme tips and advice on what to bring and stuff.
At least I know there're lotsa things to buy over there!
Sending me off anyone?
Well I bet nobody is.
Cos I just know. :DDDDDDD
Man I'm bored.
Spent both saturday and sunday like usual, at home and bored, doing nth.
I'm sorry I couldnt go.
Its not as if I dont want to.
But I know there's nothing I can do to change whatever you think.
Everyone's mindsets towards certain things.
What someone thinks of you, feels about you, is perhaps or most likely, based on past experiences and whatever.
Its really hard for one to change the mindsets people have of him or her.
So sometimes I just let things go its way.
But I am trying to fight for what I deserve.
I dont want people to treat me like a pushover.
I dont want to be bullied.
I am NOT useless.
Just watch me.
One day, I'll prove all of you wrong.
Make all of you know what I can do, what I am capable of.
I am determined, to create a mark in this world.
A mark that'll last.
watch me.