Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @3:54 PM
22 days to Christmas.
343 and a quarter days from this year's flown by just like that.
This few days, I've been feeling all emotional.
Drained psychologically, emotionally, mentally, and physically, I feel at a loss.
I'm getting mood swings at unwanted times, such as when everyone's joking together.
I go all quiet and keep to myself for a few moments.
Everytime this happens, I'm reminding myself in my mind, no matter how unhappy I am, or am going to be, I had to just look for the little spark of happiness in me, make it grow, make it flare.
All I had to do was to fan it, gently at times, violently at times.
And I know, that spark WILL burn in me.
It will burn in me oh-so brightly, it will engulf me.
It will mesmerise me, take me in.
It will be so inspirational, so influential, others shall be affected by me and be happy too.
Actually, I think I've just found my christmas wish for everybody in the world.
Happiness.
No more disputes, arguments.
With happiness, peace prevails.
And, with peace, everything shall going along fine and well, and everybody can live better lives.
Those in war-torn countries shall be able to experience true happiness, when war ends and they can all live normal, peaceful lives, not those of fear that they might get blown up or killed in a gun battle at any time of the day.
Peace on earth, happiness to all, goodwill to all man.
Wonderful Saviour, guide me in my way to at least attain, achieve, part of my christmas wish.
Let everybody be enlightened of Your love, of Your grace.
Spread Your love to every corner in the world, light up everybody's lives.
Let them feel Your presence Lord, feel Your love.
And one by one, they'll love You all back, in the same way as You've loved them.
We raise our praises to You, our worship.
Grant happiness to man.
Amen.
God has granted me the patience,
and has given me the challenge of waiting for you.
You are mine.
